A Kingdom for two more weeks, Dita entry 238

So, after that awkward wedding chat we had, CY and I didn't chat for 3 days, I think. I didn't contact him first, I was holding back, although I wanted to tell him how my belly dancing class went and all that, but I held back. And after 3 days, he popped up, IM me about Borat. He just finished watching it and thought of me.....nice huh. Well, the last time we saw it was when we were hanging out at my neighbors house, about 8 months ago. He was sitting across from me and during the film (which horrified me, btw) we kept teasing each other, and that's the night all of our classmate realized that there might be something more between us. We discussed Borat and many other stuff until he wanted to get back to his book, and now, we chat daily again...as usual. We even finally exchange numbers the other night. We have known each other for 1 year, but never exchange phone numbers, talking about weird, huh.

So, we're gonna see each other in about 2 weeks, and I'm kinda putting myself in too much pressure over it. 1, my family might be there with me, and well....it couldn't get more awkward. 2, some classmates will also be present, alongside LCG who (I hope) does not know my feelings for CY. I mean, I need to act cool, but within that one meeting also have to figure out how he feels and where we actually stand with each other.

I'm really truly nervous about the meeting!!!!!!!!!!!