So I came home from work at 2am in the morning, went to my room when my housemate drops a bomb by saying that she is going home, to Taiwan. She has been contemplating it for awhile, so it wasn't really the biggest surprise, but still.....living alone for a month while she is away is a bit nerve racking for me to imagine. She plans on going home for a month, but every bone in my body tells me that (because she is damn easy influence by her surrounding.....especially her parents), she will go back for a month and then decide she wants to move back for good.
I went to bed, but wasn't necessarily worried much. I love my life at the moment and hope she would too, but she doesn't have what I have at the moment, a support system, positive outlook and a guy (who's not really mine) who keeps me standing tall. And to be honest, because of her negative and cynical outlook, she puts me down very easily and I end up thinking about keeping her emotions steady, without thinking of my own happiness. So, maybe it would be best if she moves on, back to Taiwan, where she belongs.
I would need to find a new place to live......but I will survive, I'm sure of it. God make me stronger than most people on this earth.
Yes, one more week to go. My financial and work situation have gotten better, I got another job offer, as a tv commercial translator, which surprisingly brings in more money than being an assistant producer, so I'm psych. I'm still on trial...and impatiently waiting for a reply from the company, but I think I'll get this. I'm seriously considering quitting my waitressing job, especially if I had a long awful night, but then again, I like the place, and I love most of the people who work there, so it's gonna be a bit tough, but for the next two weeks, I'm definitely off work, since my family is coming and I have this corporate video shoot coming up.
Regarding CY, our conversations have turned more and more....well, obvious. He kept asking me to remind him exactly when I'll be coming up, since he has a bad memory, and when I suggested that he'll come to London for sightseeing, he said that after he finished his degree, he'll take a masters in Cambridge, so he'll be much nearer to London than he is now. I have no idea though if our subtlety is for the same reasons....but I'm hoping it is.
One more week and I'll see him again......I keep having the scene in my head, how it will go down.
